
MACULAR DEGENERATION
Do Not Abuse Your Eyes
I cannot speak for the rest of the world, but here in Korea reports tell us that cases of macular degeneration are rising at an alarming pace. I see this reality myself whenever I visit the hospital for treatment. Most of the patients are elderly, people of my own generation, yet I also notice some in their fifties—and occasionally women as well. For this reason I always advise my friends: once you reach fifty, make sure to have a fundus examination.
One of my closest friends has been receiving eye injections for ten years now. He began treatment at sixty-three, which means the disease had likely been present even earlier, quietly advancing without notice. That is how it often works. Because we use both eyes together, the healthy eye covers for the failing one, and the truth remains hidden until it is too late.
My advice is simple: from time to time, cover one eye and look around. Do it often. Many patients discover the disease only in one eye, and a small habit like this can make a great difference.
As for myself, I sometimes think of this condition as a punishment—harsh, but not without reason. I must confess: I was unfaithful. In Korean we call it oedo, a word that usually refers to marital infidelity, abandoning one’s spouse for another. But its deeper meaning is broader: to stray from one’s duty, to wander into places where one does not belong.
In 2020 I strayed. For three months I gave myself over to music, composing day and night, forcing my weak eyes to trace tiny notes on the screen of a small laptop. Then, one dawn, came the reckoning: a thunderclap like lightning splitting the sky, and a torrent of flashing lights surging across my vision from left to right.
I leapt up in fear, hoping the darkness outside might swallow the storm in my eyes. But nothing helped. The lightning remained, transformed into a roar of tinnitus that haunted me for more than three years before softening to something bearable.
That sweet three-month “affair” ended like a child’s reckless play with fire. Since then I have returned to my true spouse—my artwork—promising faithfulness. And here I stand today, grateful at least for the lesson.
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